Someone To Love
ive been sittin here
for a long while
trying to figure you out
and ive come to the conclusion
that maybe its not meant to be
if its not easy right now
when will it ever be
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and i dont think
it should be this hard
to find someone to love
someone to love
and i dont think
it should be this hard
to find someone to love
someone to love
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so go on go on
and tell me what i wanna hear
because i wont go on
believe’n it
i refuse to waste my time
on a love that isnt mine
to hold on to
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and i dont think
it should be this hard
to find someone to love
someone to love
and i dont think
it should be this hard
to find someone to love
someone to love
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oh im over being crazy
over wishin you would want me
coz someone else will want me
im sure of that
but i wont be looking back
when you turn around to see
if im lookin at you
when you are lookin at me
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and i dont think
it should be this hard
to find someone to love
someone to love
and i dont think
it should be this hard
to find someone to love
someone to love
no no no no no no
it shouldnt be this hard
to find
someone to love
someone to love
so many times
i wanted to turn back
but now i know that was never right
to be by your side
would have been living my life in a lie
and its taken me this long to see
you were no good for me
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but now I know
and i don’t have to wonder
what life would have been like
had i turned around
im sure i would have found misery
but now I know
that there is something better
on the other side of lonely
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my patience was wearing thin
and you walked on like nothing happened
nothing mattered to you
especially me
but thanks for being who you are
giving me the strength to break free
we both know i deserve more than you could ever give me
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but now I know
and i don’t have to wonder
what life would have been like
had i turned around
im sure i would have found misery
but now I know
that there is something better
on the other side of lonely
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for every time i cried
i can smile
for every break my heart suffered
i can know
that there is something better
on the other side of lonely
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i still remember
the first night that we met
it was amazing
something ill never forget
you had me all wrapped up in you
i knew right from the start
that there was something between us
it shook my whole world apart
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oh and thinkin back to our first kiss
you had my head spinnin round
oh i never knew love could feel like this
you’ve got me so high that I can’t touch the ground
and all this time i waited so patiently
for you to love me
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laying together
theres no place id rather be
you and me forever
at least thats what I see in my dreams
i just want this moment to last
with you holding me
and baby can’t you see
you’ve got me head over feet
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oh and thinkin back to our first kiss
you had my head spinnin round
oh i never knew love could feel like this
you’ve got me so high that I can’t touch the ground
and all this time i waited so patiently
for you to love me
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i tried and
gave everything i had to you boy
but you weren’t havin it
and i fell
time and time again
but i got back up
dusted off my knees
begged and pleaded for you to love me
and it took me a long time to see
everything about you was nothing i would need
but now im on my way
to mending my heart
and living life without you
everything i have wanted to say to you
has been sealed behind my lips
locked away memories of our first kiss
i just wanted to tell you I felt broken
the day you said goodbye
turns out it was only a fracture
and I’ll be just fine
and it took me a long time to see
everything about you was nothing i would need
but now im on my way
to mending my heart
and living life without you
is it time
for me to move on
ive cried all i can cry
but your memory still lives on
and sometimes i can hide
in my world where you’re there
holding my hand
but then the sun comes in and i wake up
from my dreams
i think about you every day
and sometimes the pain is too much to bear
the reality of it surrounds me everytime
i think of how much you’ll miss
and how much I miss you
i just wanted to say sorry
for pushing you away
i didn’t want to face
that I would lose you one day
i didnt know what to do
how to deal
i just never wanted it to be real
and its consuming at times
how much i miss you
i think about you every day
and sometimes the pain is too much to bear
the reality of it surrounds me everytime
i think of how much you’ll miss
and how much I miss you
i hope you’re doing well
smiling at me from above
taking my hand and guiding me
with your love
i hope you know
how much i miss you
it wasnt supposed to be like this
i wasnt supposed to fall
it wasnt supposed to turn in to something
i was leaving after all
then you put your lips to mine
my heart immediately made my brain blind
and i let myself crash in to you
it happened faster than i knew
one second i was fine
then all the rest you were on my mind
suffocating my thoughts until it was only you
you invaded my heart with your sweet words
and then broke it from the inside
maybe it was just a game to you
maybe you’re more fucked up than i knew
but now that it’s all said and done
I know i can move on to find a better one
one who won’t lie, deceive and say things only to please
one who will love me for me
About You
im feeling numb
im feeling weak
my eyes are dry
and i can’t speak
ooh love
look what you do to me
look what you do to me
what you do to me
i feel like theres no air in here
and i just wanna run as fast as i can
away from you now
i want to forget
everything i thought i knew
everything about you
ooh about you
cant you see now
im so scared now
ill be all on my own
but its okay now
it’ll be better now
cause at least now ill know
how much better i’ll be on my own
and i just wanna run as fast as i can
away from you now
i want to forget
everything i thought i knew
everything about you
ooh about you
Something that’s already gone
i think we’re leaning towards the fall out
everything we worked for
gone before we knew it
i guess we just didnt try
didn’t try for us
none of it matters now
without you here
and i know its bound to happen
but how do you hold on
to something that’s already gone
this feeling i was hoping would last
pretending i can forget the past
so ill walk away
my head held high
ill turn around
before you can see me cry
inside my soul is aching
my heart is slowly breaking
without your touch
without your love
and i know its bound to happen
but how do you hold on
to something that’s already gone
this feeling i was hoping would last
pretending i can forget the past
they say some things aren’t meant to be
i guess they meant you and me
there’s nothing left we can do
we’re through
and now i have to try to forget you
and i knew it was bound to happen
i couldn’t hold on
to something that’s already gone
Had I Known
im walking around
trying to figure this out
following shadows
of what used to be
who i used to be
recklessly abandoning all i knew
wanting to be loved by you
had i known then
what i know now
i would still have you around
had i gotten
that i was enough
i wouldn’t have pushed away your love
the insecurity drives me insane
and i know its what drove you away
and i guess the only thing left to say
is i miss you
had i known then
what i know now
i would still have you around
had i gotten
that i was enough
i wouldn’t have pushed away your love
if you could know now
what you knew then
do you think you could love me again
im the girl you fell for
i just got a little lost
but i know i can find my way back
to your love coz
had i known then
what i know now
i would still have you around
had i gotten
that i was enough
i wouldn’t have pushed away your love
Enough
im wasting away
from this selfish mistake
of loving you
all i wanted
i felt all i needed
was for you to love me too
I’m caught up in you
tangled in a mess
of what could have been
should have been
had i been
enough
so come lay beside me
give me one more night
kiss me and tell me everything’ll be alright
even though i know the truth
that there’s no use in loving you
I’m caught up in you
tangled in a mess
of what could have been
should have been
had i been
enough
overwhelming
frustrated
i hate it
this feeling
never ending
pretending
that i know you’re no good for me
and i’m wasting away
from this selfish mistake
of loving you…
