July 2009
4 posts
Someone To Love
ive been sittin here
for a long while
trying to figure you out
and ive come to the conclusion
that maybe its not meant to be
if its not easy right now
when will it ever be
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and i dont think
it should be this hard
to find someone to love
someone to love
and i dont think
it should be this hard
to find someone to love
someone to love
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so go on go on
and tell me what i wanna...
so many times
i wanted to turn back
but now i know that was never right
to be by your side
would have been living my life in a lie
and its taken me this long to see
you were no good for me
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but now I know
and i don’t have to wonder
what life would have been like
had i turned around
im sure i would have found misery
but now I know
that there is something better
on the other...
i still remember
the first night that we met
it was amazing
something ill never forget
you had me all wrapped up in you
i knew right from the start
that there was something between us
it shook my whole world apart
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oh and thinkin back to our first kiss
you had my head spinnin round
oh i never knew love could feel like this
you’ve got me so high that I can’t touch the...
i tried and
gave everything i had to you boy
but you weren’t havin it
and i fell
time and time again
but i got back up
dusted off my knees
begged and pleaded for you to love me
and it took me a long time to see
everything about you was nothing i would need
but now im on my way
to mending my heart
and living life without you
everything i have wanted to say to you
has been...
March 2009
1 post
is it time
for me to move on
ive cried all i can cry
but your memory still lives on
and sometimes i can hide
in my world where you’re there
holding my hand
but then the sun comes in and i wake up
from my dreams
i think about you every day
and sometimes the pain is too much to bear
the reality of it surrounds me everytime
i think of how much you’ll miss
and how much I miss...
February 2009
1 post
it wasnt supposed to be like this
i wasnt supposed to fall
it wasnt supposed to turn in to something
i was leaving after all
then you put your lips to mine
my heart immediately made my brain blind
and i let myself crash in to you
it happened faster than i knew
one second i was fine
then all the rest you were on my mind
suffocating my thoughts until it was only you
you invaded my heart...
January 2009
7 posts
About You
im feeling numb
im feeling weak
my eyes are dry
and i can’t speak
ooh love
look what you do to me
look what you do to me
what you do to me
i feel like theres no air in here
and i just wanna run as fast as i can
away from you now
i want to forget
everything i thought i knew
everything about you
ooh about you
cant you see now
im so scared now
ill be all on my own
but its okay...
Something that's already gone
i think we’re leaning towards the fall out
everything we worked for
gone before we knew it
i guess we just didnt try
didn’t try for us
none of it matters now
without you here
and i know its bound to happen
but how do you hold on
to something that’s already gone
this feeling i was hoping would last
pretending i can forget the past
so ill walk away
my head held high
...
Had I Known
im walking around
trying to figure this out
following shadows
of what used to be
who i used to be
recklessly abandoning all i knew
wanting to be loved by you
had i known then
what i know now
i would still have you around
had i gotten
that i was enough
i wouldn’t have pushed away your love
the insecurity drives me insane
and i know its what drove you away
and i guess the only...
Enough
im wasting away
from this selfish mistake
of loving you
all i wanted
i felt all i needed
was for you to love me too
I’m caught up in you
tangled in a mess
of what could have been
should have been
had i been
enough
so come lay beside me
give me one more night
kiss me and tell me everything’ll be alright
even though i know the truth
that there’s no use in loving...
Now
all this time
i was waiting for something that was never mine
and it seems so insincere
falling hard and fast
consumed in fear
but i know
oh i know
that right now is the time
to go out and make all my dreams mine
and i wont face another day
without a little hope on my face
and when i wake up to the breath of a new day
ill know, everything is going to be okay
this moment
i know is all...
To You
im not sure if i can find the words
to tell you how i feel
im not sure if any of its real
im trying to figure it out
but its hard when the feelings suffocate me
and i cant breathe
and im running as fast as i can
from the truth
to you
because you’re what i want
even if you’re no good for me
and i can barely keep up with myself
it all changes day to day
im a prisoner to my...
Lonley
i feel so lonely
even with your arms around me
ooh baby
who you trying to fool here
i can tell your heart is elsewhere
so just be honest with me
i can feel it
the lonely setting in
you might as well move on
coz if ive gotta be lonely
id rather be lonely all by myself
dont wrap your arms around me
don’t hold me like you used to
coz it dont feel like it used to
you cant look me...